Season 4 of MTV’s ground-breaking documentary series 16 and Pregnant features 12 teen moms from around the country, including the heart-breaking story of Kristina Robinson, who lost her fiance and father of her child to a tragic drowning accident early in her pregnancy. (You can read all about John Todd Hight, Jr.’s drowning HERE.)
As all the previous episodes of 16 and Pregnant have illustrated, a teenager getting pregnant completely changes the lives of those involved. I can’t imagine adding in the death of the father to the devastating emotional equation! (Farrah Abraham lost the father of her daughter Sophia to a car accident while MTV was filming her episode of 16 and Pregnant, but she had pretty much severed all ties to him prior to that, so his passing wasn’t really addressed on air until Farrah returned for Teen Mom.)
As you might imagine, one of those most devastated by Todd’s death was his mother, Tina Hight. A few months after Todd died she began posting messages to him on his public Facebook wall, and has continued to share her grief in this way until as recently as the end of February.
In her posts she often speaks directly to her son and the words are as heartfelt as they are heart breaking. There are also times when she interacts with Kristina, offering her support throughout the teen’s pregnancy. She also defends the choice to move ahead with filming, despite the fact that it was sure to anger a lot of people. She tells her son “[I want] your story told its what you wanted.” (The posts were on August 8 and 10)
Tina even keeps Lil Todd informed on how his unborn son is doing, including when little Lukas Todd threatened to come early (beginning August 27), and eventually arrived two months early on September 26, 2011.
Sadly, not long after Todd Lukas’ birth, the relationship between Kristina Robinson and Todd’s family appears to deteriorate. Tina’s posts, and those of Todd’s brother, begin to seem angry and accusatory towards Kristina, who has since become involved with another man (the two became engaged in December) and rarely allows Todd’s family to see her son. The anger gets a little sinister as Tina and others suggest perhaps Todd’s death wasn’t an accident. (I’ve compiled those entries in a separate post – you can read them HERE)
UPDATE – Tina Hight spoke with us exclusively about not being able to see her grandson and her statements about John Todd Hight, Jr.’s death possibly not being an accident. CLICK HERE to read what she had to say!
Here are Tina’s posts arranged chronologically from the earliest to the most recent. (I’ve edited out some of the later ones having to do with her anger towards Kristina and her family and included them in the other post.) It’s difficult to make it through them all. It’s really hard to compare anything to the pain of a mother who has lost her child.
The entries begin with Todd’s older sister because Tina is too grief-stricken. All entries that begin with just a date were created by Tina.
CH [Todd’s sister] June 28, 2011 at 1:48am
Well lil Todd just sittn here with mom,she’s basically blocking everyone out bc depression is takn over(which depressed is understandable bc we all r n just wish u were here with us now). Neways I was thinkn bout the times Damon would wake you up for school with that mask on and u got up swingn lol or the remote spider he got and would put by ur head then wake u up lol I sure do miss u bro… Still just cant believe ur gone… Well goin to try and get some sleep got doc a ppt in morning..love n miss ya so much it’s gotten crazy round here these days……
CH [Todd’s sister] July 3, 2011 at 1:34am
I miss you little Todd,you were a great brother I know at tomes you really thought I was craZy and all but yet u wre always there for me u never let the worst of things get down u always kept that grin on ur face… Wish I could see that today,still can’t believe ur really gone..(gone but never forgotten)not only do I miss you but think I can speak for everyone bc things aren’t the same without yo…u bro..I found a lot of old pics from when u were younger,gonna put em in scrap book makin for ur lil boy that I can’t wait to hold,I know he will look just like you!!!neways bro I could go on and on but i won’t tonite but know I’m thinking bout you and miss you so much!!!mom and dad aren’t doin so good either they miss you too and you know [your brother], [sister-in-law] and kristina miss ya too…
anyways continue to watch over us (ur our guardian angel) love ya -R.I.P Todd-See More
Tina Hight July 11, 2011 at 2:46pm
Hey son I miss you so much and think about you everyday. [Your sister] is taking me to come visit you today we put out solar lights she had picked out for the 4th July other day. Anyways love n miss you forever and always love ya momma!
July 21, 2011 at 6:23pm
Hey son momma thinks of you constantly. I miss you dearly. I dont understand why god had to take u away from us but i know you are in a mansion with god watching over us.however that still doesnt make it easy. I wish you were here. Ill forever miss you son. I Love you.. Momma
July 21, 2011 at 11:33pm
Son i miss and love ya you always let me know that ya loved ya momma and thought that i was special and a good momma son i thank you and miss wa with all my heart and soul love ya bunches momma
SB: You are a good momma! And a good friend!
Tina Hight: Thank you this is tearin me apart and i am so lost he thought i was strong and special and without my baby boy i feel broken and lost lil todd touched each heart of everyone who knew him he is awesome and i miss him so much ! He was the one that was special not me. Tina
SB: Tina, you are special too! But you do need to remember that you still have two children alive. Embrace them. They are hurting too! I hate knowing that you are going thru this! I love you! I know what loss feels like just not the loss of a child. You need to find the strength deep down and continue with your life like you did before lil todd passed. His baby will be born shortly and will need his paternal grandmother, but you can’t be there for him if you can’t be there for yourself. I don’t mean to sound harsh! I love you!
Tina Hight: I will never be able to be that person again but workin on findin a way to cope with this and somehow find part of me to coinside and exist without my baby boy nothing will or can ever be right again love ya too tina
DF: God will ease the pain and make it bearable for you Tina,just keep on trusting him,and as your friend said, embrace your other children and grandkids. I think lil’Todd wants yu to do that.Lu yu
Tina Hight: I love ya too! I am workin on it but the hurt doesnt stop not even a moment people say it will ease but it dont not for me thats what no understands and i an doin my best . Love ya tina
Tina Hight: I am so afraid son my pain seems to isolate me no one wants to be around me ya know lil todd you were the one that always respected and honored momma and this world seems empty now like a big blackness that i cant escape momma needs your help to live with this -you and god-seems like only momma cant deal with this i know this pain will always be with me but i have to learn to live with it. Son i wish i could see you touch kristinas belly and feel your precious baby boy kick oh i can see that sweet smile and how proud you would be to feel your child move-you are and always will loved & missed son by everyone! Love ya bebe momma
July 23, 2011 at 8:23pm
Love and miss ya son you are always on mommas mind and my heart nothing is right you should be here and it hurts so bad momma sure misses all our visits ,my bear hugs ya would give momma i miss you son always will honey
July 24, 2011 at 4:46pm
Momma loves ya and misses ya dearly honey!love ya honey momma
July 25, 2011 at 2:50pm
Son i just heard from kristina was so nice to hear from her. Wish you were here my heart aches for you son i pray a million times aday but i cant help missing you,i love you son and the world here misses you! Love ya bunches momma
July 25, 2011 at 4:18pm
Greatly we miss you,in heaven we will meet again but here on earth our hearts hurt and yearn to be again with you love ya son momma
July 26, 2011 at 1:57pm
Son you are and always one of a kind and my baby boy you are truely missed. I thought about ya as my lil munchkin my precious baby #3 the last of mommas lil mohicans-i would make up songs and sing yal each to sleep and only my babies could go to sleep with my singing but yal loved for me to sing to yal so i did each night til your eyes gently closed for the night i wish we could go back to all our happy times but i know we cant but we again will share these times when in heaven we all join together forever!love ya mommas lil bebe always momma
August 1, 2011 at 1:01am
I love you son and miss you ever single second of each day-you love and respect your momma and you always let me know this and you never wanted anyone to hurt or disrespect your momma and honey thank you so very much son i will always thank god for you ! Momma needs you to help -i cant stand or cope with this so please help momma !
August 3, 2011 at 2:37am
Son i know that momma seems to repeat herself but i love & miss you so – you left us way to soon and we are all feelin blue our tears are falling like rain and forever we will feel this pain for without you not one thing will ever be the same-so please son help us all for not one of us can stand this world with you gone!you are forever missed & loved forever momma
Kristina Robinson August 5, 2011 at 12:08am
I Really Wish You Were Here, I Know You Wanted This. Lucas Is Getting So Big I Know He Is Going To Look Just Like you. I Miss You More And More Everytime He Moves And Your Not Here To Feel Him. I Hope I’m Making The Right Decision And Your Happy With Them. I Love And Miss You So Much.
Tina Hight: He is feelin him move and he is watchin over you both dont doubt that and through his precious child he will be with you every second of each day! Love ya !
August 5, 2011 at 1:27pm
Hey honey momma loves and misses you! Help momma understand ! Lil todd this pain hurts to bad -you thought i could handle anything but lil todd truth is i cant this is to much! We all love&miss you sooo much!
Kristina Robinson August 7, 2011 at 10:51am
Today Is The Big Day! I Really Wish You Were Here To Do This With Me Like We Planned! I Miss You And Hope Your Happy I’m Doing This For Our Son. He Is Getting So Big, He Is Never Still Anymore. I Love And Miss You More Then Anything.
Tina Hight: Lil todd honey is watchin and guardin over you both ! Cant ya see his golden wings as he flys through heaven with pride? I can and wish he was here too -but he is with you and will be always through yals baby boy! Love you
August 7, 2011 at 1:09pm
Well honey i just talked with mtv wish they could have meet you i told them they would love ya momma loves ya lil todd so very much!
August 8, 2011 at 7:14am
Well bebe went to [your brother’s] and filmed with kristina and [your brother] was ok momma had to step out i have a hard time miss you so much but it was ok! I had to leave though cause certain people were suppose to wait til i left but didnt and momma didnt want a scene dont want kristina [your sister-in-law] or [your brother] upset so momma went home ,want your story told its what you wanted. You would be so proud,especially proud of… kristina she is strong -but shes holdin alot in i think and i cant hold it in it hurts to bad . Momma loves you and misses you so much and dont know how to cope with it workin on it though son! Want your dreams & plans fulfilled as best as can be without you -nothing will ever be the same without you son! Love ya high as the sky & just as wide always mommaSee More
August 10, 2011 at 3:55am
Bebe its momma again wish you were here some people aint got any sense at all they are real jerks ! You wanted to do this mtv and i have never watched it but this is to be one a legacy for you also to be a healing process for us plus a way to let us show yours and kristinas love so that my grandson will know what a great man his daddy is and that his daddy had a heart of gold and that yes its hard… to be a teen and be a parent but even harder for a child to be robbed of ever feeling his daddys arms or hearing his daddys voice telling him he loves him or how proud he is and how happy daddy is to have him for a son -so anyone that cant see what it meant to you and kristina and your family son to have mtv help us with this to make your legacy and you to live on forever than thats people that didnt know you or kristina and they need to shut up and leave kristina alone and it makes me mad how shallow and ignorant people can be
DF: Tina don’t worry about what people think or say.This was Todd’s and Kristina decision,(and they are entitled to their own decisions) and nothing else matters.Some people are going to talk, just ignore them…
Tina Hight: Thank you my point exactly love you
SB: Tina, keep your head up and Ms. Doris is right, it doesn’t matter what others say. This is what Todd and Kristina wanted. People are going to talk just ignore them. At least they are talking about an important subject! I love you my dear friend!
Tina Hight: Thank you and love ya to friend
Kristina Robinson August 10, 2011 at 10:04pm
I really wish you were here with me and Lucas.
Tina Hight: Baby girl i wish he was too! I believe that he is there ya just cant see him but his golden wings are hugging you -i wish that i could switch places with him and bring him back to you and lucas so bad,i love ya girl!
GG: jt was a good fried we are all missing him
Tina Hight: Yes he is-goldin heart! My baby boy will always be missed but remembered-he has some great friends(bros&sises)as he would say and we all will 4 ever have an emptyness without him and we all know that lil todd always lived to the fullest and was always truely a golden heart and we cant help lovin&missin him-i thank you all for loveing my baby boy!
August 14, 2011 at 1:47am
Lil todd wish you were here we all miss you so much&wish i could trade places with you so you could be here with kristina &your son -you shouldnt be gone and it hurts so bad to not have you here to not be able to see your face when your baby boy is born or to see you hold him cause you would have been a great daddy and we will see that lucas todd knows the wonders of you and your golden heart&spirit! Love ya momma
August 18, 2011 at 1:36pm
I just want to say thank you to all that love and miss my baby he has alot of special friends-but he would say bros and sisters-he left his mark on all of us & i want you to know that i will forever thank you all for loving lil todd too! John todd will forever be missed but remembered for all eternity!!!!
Kristina Robinson August 14, 2011 at 6:31pm
Laying down in your room, looking at all your pictures makes me miss you even more. I remember all the Sundays we just slept the day away in your room instead of actually doing something productive. I miss mostly all the small thing like the way you looked at me and how you would tell me you loved me all the time. I guess I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and love you.
Tina Hight: Honey i love you-i know how ya feel sweetie -my baby loves you and lucas todd but he is watchin over yal -hes yals guardian angel now and his golden wings are wrapped around yal ! I miss and love him too and with each breathe i take i wish he was here you will hold that baby boy and at that moment you will also be holding lil todd! Love ya
August 16, 2011 at 3:26pm
Son we love and miss ya so much! It isnt fair that we wont be able to see that smile or joy when your baby boy arrives -will forever love and miss ya lil todd
August 16, 2011 at 11:07pm
Thank you-we all miss &love him-but a mother can never let her baby go-i miss his smile &spirit so much dont like the worLd without him-he loved ya jon paul! Love ya momma tina
August 16, 2011 at 5:36pm
My baby boy [your sister] took me to where i used to take yal swimming at caddo lake -where i had to chase ya and yal would swim god momma misses you bad! I love you son-why did god take ya from us? You always were the best and we all miss ya so!
August 18, 2011 at 4:36pm
Thank you he is loved and missed by so many and i thank you all for careing for my son and never forever doubt that he loved all of yal too!
August 18, 2011 at 8:28am
Son we love and miss ya so much! It isnt fair that we wont be able to see that smile or joy when your baby boy arrives -will forever love and miss ya lil todd i cant seem to get past the pain -this darkness that now fills this world your smile used to light the whole world now the world is dark and cold -we miss ya so much and all of us wish you were still here -son so many love you and so many hearts will forever be broken and lost now -we will need yours and gods help to get through this pain son -i love and miss you and i always will!!
August 21, 2011 at 1:03am
Son i just cant seem to come to grips with this-your eyes spoke a million words thou your lips never moved-your smile would lite the universe -and your golden heart touched us all and now we cry a million tears for we all miss you dear-i wish that i could see your face and have just 1more of your hugs and get god to let me trade places with you so that you could be with kristina and lucas todd-you i would take your place in a heart beat if god would let me-i love&miss you with every beat of my heart son!love ya momma
August 21, 2011 at 12:21pm
Well momma made it through another and it wasnt easy. We miss and love you so much son it is just wrong that you are gone world will never be right for any of us -parts of all of us left this world with you bebe and we will forever miss &love you until god brings us to join you in heaven!! I love you bebe! Momma 4/always
August 23, 2011 at 2:17pm
Son this world just dont make sense anymore its just full of alot of pain guess it always has been just didnt realize it til we lost you! Son we all love and miss you -not one single thing seems right anymore and everything makes me think of you -i just wish you were here -i know ya always hated it when momma would cry but please forgive me son cause i just cant help it and ask god to help momma cope &exist without my youngest child-i will always wait for the day at heavens gate when momma can see your smile forever son-love you momma
August 24, 2011 at 1:35pm
Lil todd i wish you were here so much goin on and i got too much to write-i love you and i miss you-sure could use one of your hugs today and your smile to make momma feel a lil better-i know ya would if ya could-miss and love you more each day bebe 4/ever momma
August 26, 2011 at 12:32am
Bebe [your sister] came in long enough that daddy,momma,her&the kids went to talk to you&we all fell apart! T asked if ya can see us&hear us i told him yes&that ya watch over us,momma thinks about every second god gave me to teach you,raise you&each of watching you grow and for a momma to lose a child the pain never ends&neither do the nightmares! It isnt fair you had you always made sure that you let me know that to you ya had the best momma and i miss your bear hugs,that smile that would lite the sky and that spirit and your heart of gold that touched us all-i will remember each minute of ya life&the joy of raising you son!
August 26, 2011 at 1:00am
Lil todd they said i couldnt have anymore babies but god granted me you-day i had ya i almost lost you when ya finally cried&i held ya i thanked god! So many times ya scared momma but ya never meant to and ya always hated to see tears flow from my eyes-you went out of ya way to let me know ya thought you blessed to have the best mom well you blessed us-god bless me i raised 3 children&did my best to always let yal know that yal are loved&that i am proud of yal&yal are my heart and now know that i cant wait to see your smileing face at heavens gate!
KJ: This brought me to tears!! Todd, you are soooo missed!
Tina Hight: Til the last breath i take-thats how long! Wish that he and i could trade places so he could hold kristinas hand god please watch and keep them safe and well lord i ask this in your precious name&your precious blood amen
August 27, 2011 at 12:23pm
Son we are scared lucas bein in hurry to get here and its to soon-love ya son watch over kristina and lucas
August 27, 2011 at 7:20pm
Bebe what i know about kristina momma loves her too and ya i love your son too!!! We need you&god to help them rite now-cant take anymore worry and heartache. I know that you are with kristina&lucas in that hospital room we need god to help them both-wrap your golden around them both-tell lucas to be patient-used to tell wish i could-hug him tell him that he will be in his mommas arms soon enough …but that he has to wait just a little longer¬ worry his momma-that his momma needs to hold him tighter than anyone ever just a little bit longer too!! We miss and love you so much son-let kristina feel your calmness and one a ya hugs help them wait just a little longer so he will grow to bd just like his awesome daddy!! Lil todd you should be here but god please let todd them just be patient&wait for it wont be long at all! Love always momma and god i want say thank you-amen!!!! See More
August 29, 2011 at 12:49am
Love ya and need ya to protect your son and kristina your son wants to come early so you and god need to get him to wait just a lil longer ok? Love ya son
August 30, 2011 at 11:03pm
Well son somehow i have to find a way to stop fallin apart think god will let ya help me son? Sure could use one of your bear hugs-words of comfort too! I hate feeling lost but i am -its a scarey feeling son and cant seem to find me since we lost you! I miss and love you so much lil todd-watch over kristina and your son lucas-love you wide as the sky&just as high-forever i will miss you and you will be remembered for all eternity my baby boy-by us all we love you!!!
August 31, 2011 at 10:31am
Bebe we miss you you are loved so very much! I knew that god &you and your golden wings would wrap around kristina and keep her and lucas safe-thank you for all the years that god blessed me to love and raise you-ya never once let a day go by without makeing momma proud you bless all our lives and mommas lost without you so please ask god to let momma feel your golden wings&to help momma cope-just enough to exist for apart of me is lost-give me courage to exist til we join at heavens gate only than will momma be whole once more-miss and love you til the end of time!
September 8, 2011 at 12:51am
My baby boy i miss you so ,ya always in the 19 years that i was blessed to give birth to and raise you to the man that always filled a room with joy and your smile would light the darkest nite i miss you and love you,ya always made momma know ya love me
September 8, 2011 at 1:02am
Not once in 19 yrs. Did you ever have a harsh word or disrespect me ya always made me proud ya make me smile when i was sad,ya tell me ya had best momma,wish that i could have just one more bear hug and talk ya are always on my mind and heart i love ya
September 9, 2011 at 10:51pm
Bebe momma misses you more each day son,i still cant cope,wish you were here. I held you, [your brother], and [your sister] closer and tighter than anyone,my hugs ,i carried you all 10 months,i hugged,talked and held yal so damn tight,you are missed by so many forever
September 10, 2011 at 6:40am
No one can hold,hug,love,or miss a child as much as a momma does. Lil todd i sure need your bear hugs,and ya words ,want so bad to hear your voice and see that smile of yours,momma cant go a second without thinkin of you,ya felt i was the best momma,luv u
September 10, 2011 at 12:39pm
Son ya know some folks got nerve,no heart,or concience at all do they? Son i know you know what mommas talkin bout and how i feel,you always did,and i know ya lookin down from heaven and see all,pray son for you and god to forgive them,and have mercy on m
September 13, 2011 at 7:07am
Bebe,watch over kristina and yals baby boy lucas,he seems to be in a hurry,help her to hold him just lil longer,for ya know that no one will ever hold your son as tight as his mom and you are right now son. I love you ,miss you,and momma 4ever will. Holdm
Kristina Robinson September 13, 2011 at 9:11pm
I really wish you were here, it would make things feel a lot better. I miss you so much
Tina Hight: Sweetie,i believe he his holdin you and Lucas Todd tightly,yet gently with his golden wings,no will ever hold you both as Todd is,for he is with you both,close your eyes see his smile,cant ya feel his gentle wings hugging ya both? I love you,Todd loves ya
September 16, 2011 at 1:17pm
Son wrap those golden wings of yours around Kristina and Lukas keep them in your loving care,help your son to hold on just a lil longer,BeBe he is just to small Lil Todd and mommas lost to much already,please help us ,we cant take anymore,I miss and loveU
September 19, 2011 at 7:19pm
I close my eyes,I see your face that smile that lights the world,I miss and love you BeBe. Your baby wants to come to soon,it scares me so. You were taken way to soon,you are missed and loved so much,forever remember. God helped me raise ya so well,luv ya
September 20, 2011 at 10:07am
Son,ya know that your baby needs to hang on,let his mom hold him just a lil longer,God please,hold Kristina andLil Lucas in yours and lil todds loven hands,they really need yal to help them,precious name and precious blood of Jesus,AMEN..I love ya son….
September 23, 2011 at 9:41am
Lil Todd so much goin on,its really too much,the more upset I get the sicker I get,cant take stress anymore,cant let go son,ya always understood momma,I cant chance gettin Kristina and baby sick got croup and ear infection,I miss you and love ya so much.
September 25, 2011 at 6:23am
Lil Todd momma misses you and loves you so much,I hope you like your flowers and mommas visits,and hearing how your son and Kristina are doin first hand,I know you are watchin over them,just wish you were here. God let me have 19 yrs. And I raised ya well
September 26, 2011 at 11:39pm
Lil Todd wish you were here in real ,I know you are holdin Kristinas hand,but wish we all could see ya,hug ya,and see that smile,and the joy and pride on that handsome face ,that special glow that made so many love you so,hold them in your care,cant wait
September 26, 2011 at 11:57pm
Bebe,I miss you ,I miss your voice,that smile,miss hearin you tell me that to you I was best momma in this messed up world,aint heard that since you left us,but now son I will give your words of love and pride to your love,Kristina and yourBaby,she is a
September 27, 2011 at 12:06am
A strong trooper,she has had a rough time and now is her glory time,now you and Kristina have #1 munchkin,your legacy ,my baby boy has a baby boy,just wish you were here its not fair,ya suppose to hold them both and son we all will help Kristina and Lucas
September 27, 2011 at 11:16pm
BeBe,your lil munchkin is gorgeous,so far he looks just like you,sure hope he has your heart and spirit. I miss and love you so much son,you and Kristina did awesome job. Yal made a gorgeous baby,will miss you forever son…..
September 29, 2011 at 10:11am
I cried my son when you left this world ,for without you here momma feels so alone,but today my son I cry even more,the tears I cry today are for your precious son,he should feel your loving heart,spirit,that smile to lite his path,and feel ya bear hugs
September 29, 2011 at 10:24am
BeBe surround Kristiina and your handsome son,Lukas in your loving care. I thank God and and you my son for Blessing Us with your son,know that we will do our best to let him know that you are always with him walking side by side,he will know his dads luv
September 30, 2011 at 3:06pm
Son I really wish you were here in the flesh,momma sure could use some of that spirit and heart of yours ,but most of all your understand,I love with all my heart and soul,miss even more,your son looks so much his daddy,but he to was robbed of you,always.
September 30, 2011 at 5:59pm
Son I miss and love ya,heart breaks it seems more each day.Ya loved and respected ya momma and miss that,I really miss that you understood momma,I know that alot that is goin on would truely upset you,but its alright @ judgement all will answer there own.
September 30, 2011 at 6:02pm
Son I miss and love ya,heart breaks it seems more each day.Ya loved and respected momma and I miss that,I really miss that you understood momma,I know that alot that is goin on would truely upset you,but its alright @ judgement all will answer there own.
October 1, 2011 at 4:45pm
Momma is so sick,guess as bad as I hate to I am gonna have to go back to the doctor,cant stand this,aint been able to see my last lil munchkin,your son Lukas,cant chance gettin him or Kristina sick. This shit is got me feelin bad. You always said momma it
Kristina Robinson October 6, 2011 at 3:29pm
I miss you a lot, I wish you could be here for Lukas and me. Your picture is in his incubater so he can see you everyday and every night.
Tina Hight: Lil Todd is holding Lil Lukas every minute,and you too.He is yals special Angel,watching and guarding over yal each second of each day,close your eyes and I bet you can feel Lil Todd beside you ,cause I believe that he is.I love ya Kristina,keep bein you.
October 6, 2011 at 9:44pm
Hey Lil Todd,momma loves you.I am still sick,but dont want to get Kristina or the baby sick and no one will let momma know how they are doin or whats goin on,I dont have Kristinas new#, [your sister-in-law] was goin to send it to me but guess she forgot,you 1didnt forget
October 7, 2011 at 8:08pm
Hey my baby,son I miss you so,I call and text brother but he wont let me know nuttin,he dont answer or text momma and I really want to know how Kristina and baby Lukas Todd are doin but no one gets in touch with me dont know why.Well momma loves you soSon
October 9, 2011 at 1:27pm
BeBe momma cant stop hurting,nothing seems right,I wish you were here,momma misses you more each day,I know that Kristina and your son wish you were here too,I love you ,sure need a little of that strength that I lost when you flew to Heaven son,miss you.
October 9, 2011 at 3:13pm
Son,I cant wait to get well so that I can go see and hold you lil boy,Lil Todd momma is goin to tell Lukas Todd all bout you and your life,just aint fair that you were robbed of doin it yourself,love you
October 12, 2011 at 7:00pm
Well son,another day,they are all the same for me,I cant wait to get well,want to see your son and hold him but I have to be well 1st ,he is so cute but all I have seen are pictures when he was born,tryin to get well so I can see yours and Kristinas baby
DoH [Todd’s sister-in-law] (October 13, 2011 at 12:31pm)
Hey lil Todd just letting you know the baby is doing well and eating on the bottle now which you Prolly already know that. I wish you were here with us we all miss you so much but I see you every time I look at Lukas especially when he smiles!! Keep watching over him faint wait to see you one day soon love you Todd!!
Tina Hight: BeBe has his golden wings around Lukas Todd and Kristina every single second of each day,get to shower Kristina with praise like Lil Todd did me,Kristina and Lil Todd did an awesome job,But than Lil Todd wouldnt have it any other way,only awesome,I luvYAL
DH: We luv u 2
October 13, 2011 at 12:38pm
Well BeBe I go back to dr monday hope he will release me back to work,think that might help me get well,mommas been sick seems like since ya left,just want my grandson,your baby so bad son,I will always do my best to let Kristina know as ya did me,sheSPEC
October 14, 2011 at 7:11pm
Hey BeBe,got to see Kristina,Haley,and Dottie today,was nice.Momma sent them both pictures when you were little,hope they like them,I know they liked the 1 with [your brother] catching and holding you so momma could take the picture,they posted it.I want you back
October 15, 2011 at 11:17am
Another day son,they dont seem to get easier for me,But yesterday momma had a few minutes of joy…Kristina,Dottie,and Haley brought video of your son for me to watch,he is Awesome,but ya already know..A happy moment,I dont have very many anymore.LOVE YOU
October 16, 2011 at 10:46pm
Lil Todd,I love you.God son I miss you,goin to doctor monday,hope he will release me back to work,think it will help me.Your son is AWESOME,aint got to see or hold him cause I have been sick.I love and miss you so much eachday.Your baby boy is so gorgeous
October 17, 2011 at 7:29am
Honey,momma goes today to Dr.hope he will let me go back to work,aint gettin any easier for me,it never will,will hurt and miss you forever,you will be remembered for eternity my son.You have got a gorgeous SON,greatest gift on EARTH,JUST WISH YA HERE TOO
October 18, 2011 at 12:01am
Wish you were here,its monday,go back to work the 1 st of November,can see ya everday than.Son thank you for always loven and respecting ya momma,found out today you were the only one that did.Please for all thd ones that hurt me and go against ya wishes.
October 18, 2011 at 11:56am
I LOVE YOU LIL TODD.I REALLY MISS YOU,MOMMA IS FINDING OUT THAT YOU WERE 1 THAT ALWAYS UNDERSTOOD ME,NOW I AM ALL ALONE,NO TO TALK TO AT ALL ANYMORE.I AM GONNA COME SEE AGAIN TODAY,DO MOMMA A FAVOR,HUG GRANDMOTHER FOR ME,OK?I WILL FOREVER MISS YOU,ALWAYS.
October 21, 2011 at 10:13am
I love talkin to you,miss our talks face to face ,smile and love ,I know that you always blessed me and never wanted me hurt,or else.. Ya said that you and brother and sister were blessed to have the best momma in the world,but I am 1 blessed to have yal
October 21, 2011 at 10:21am
Sorry my baby boy but this will mommas last post,will have to talk to you at your resting place from now on,I know you understand,dont want anymore upset,you know how very much I miss and love you,to keep peace am endin fb sis set up..was so keep upWITALL
November 5, 2011 at 12:10pm
I LOVE YOU SON AND MISS YOU …..WISH YOU WERE HERE,GIVE STRENGTH TO US ALL..AND WRAP US ALL IN YOUR GOLDEN WINGS,MOMMA LOVES YOU,WE ALL DO BEBE..KEEP US SAFE LIL TODD ALWAYS.
November 13, 2011 at 1:38am
Son,momma is doin my best to exist and cope without my youngest son,that smile that made the cloudest seem like the sun was shining,Todd you never failed to tell momma that you, [your brother] ,and [your sister] had the greatest momma in the world,I wish to hear ya voice
November 13, 2011 at 1:48am
Lil Todd you loved life,you loved and touched so many hearts and souls,so I guess I did ok raising you,ya always said I did,THANK YOU LIL TODD.But I forgot to tell you to be careful who ya trust,that ya cant count on all to have your back,wish that I had.
November 13, 2011 at 1:59am
BeBe you had a good judge of people most of the time,you always wanted to see the good,ya gave your heart and good to all,never once did you ever hurt a soul,and you should be here to hold and love your son,and raise to be like you,loving,honest,and smile
November 13, 2011 at 2:07am
I love and miss you so much,and I really miss having that smile and understanding,you always understood momma,and I dont understand me since you left son,and I aint to good to be around,cant say I blame folks for not wanting to be around me,life aint same
November 15, 2011 at 7:30pm
A mommas love never ends,losing you is a pain that lasts for eternity,I will find away to give you the marker I picked out cause you always deserved the best,God knows that I did my best and you know that to,miss your smile and bear hugs,Love you,Forever
November 20, 2011 at 2:59pm
BeBe, I am so sad that you arent here with us,but I am Thankful for being Blessed to raise you for 19 years,you Blessed this world son and your family so very much,your son from pics looks so much like you,wish we had you back so we could see you as a dad
November 23, 2011 at 7:52am
LIL TODD WE ALL MISS YOU SO.I DONT EVEN LIKE COOKIN,WORLD IS SO SCREWED UP SINCE YOU LEFT US,CANT WAIT TIL MOMMA SEES YOU @ HEAVENS GATE,AND SEE THAT SMILE WE ALL MISS AND LOVE YOU,YOUR SON IS SO HANDSOME,JUST LIKE HIS DADDY,WISH YOU WERE HERE SO BAD SON.
November 25, 2011 at 7:46am
BeBe,momma got through yesterday,it was so hard,sure do need your bear hugs,doin my best to exist without you here,cant wait to see that when ya meet momma @Heavens Gate.I love you son,thank you for blessing momma for 19 years sure wish I had 19 more,LUVU
December 9, 2011 at 1:20pm
Momma misses you,your voice,your smile and miss your bear hugs so much.Dont feel right without you son,wont be no tree @mommas house and I dont know if I will cook,may just let the holidays pass me by,not a good time any more.LOVE YA WIDE AS THE SKY SON
December 11, 2011 at 9:00pm
No ,YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN AND YOU ARE MISSED AND LOVED FOR ETERNITY BY THE 1s THAT TRUELY LOVE YOU SON,MOMMAS LIL MUNCHKIN #3,I miss you son,Lil Todd you are missed and loved,you Tattooed this world my baby boy,ya put your mark on all our hearts ..
January 7 at 7:21am
Lil Todd momma has only gotten to see YOUR PRECIOUS SON 3 times and I know that breaks your heart to,but he is so cute,and looks so much like you,I hold Lil Todd #2 for hours,wish he could feel His Daddys lovin arms,He has Your Smiles son,I LOVE YOU MISSU
January 7 at 7:21am
Thanks so much to all that love lil Todd and help to keep his legacy,to all his Bros and sistas know that he watches over us all,keep honorin him,love you all and thank you for loving my baby boy,he loves yal too,remember that always OK?
January 9 at 5:43pm
I miss you so much and that awesome smile,hearing your voice and your loving bear hugs sure could use 1 now,momma loves you
January 16 at 12:47am
I think about you son every second of everyday,momma misses you so much,I love you
January 19 at 2:39am
Son momma cant get through a day that you arent on my mind and in my heart,I miss you and I love you so very much,I have a big broken whole in my heart that is forever and I will always love you,I will forever miss you and see that ya remembered always
January 30 at 10:33am
I miss and love you,wish you were here,need your bear hugs more each day and your awesome smile,you are love forever my baby boy,mommas Lil Munkin#3,my finaliey,LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER
February 2 at 7:43pm
I miss and love you son,wish you were here
February 8 at 5:25pm
We ALL DO,I KNOW,ITS REALLY HARD ON ME…CHILDREN ARE THERE PARENTS HEART AND SOUL,I LOVE YAL
February 8 at 6:44am
I miss you,this world is so messed up,it aint fair that you arent here,Life went to H*** when you left and just gettin worse,want to see Lil Todd#2 so bad,my last grandchild,your only child&our baby boys legacy,you are forever loved&remembered ALWAYS SON
CH [Todd’s sister] February 10 at 9:18pm
hey lil bro i LOVE u so freakin much words can never explain how much i miss u and ur smile and to tell me “lil sis UR A BITCH” lol i know that sounds crazy but i really wish u were here to tell me that now… id give anything to hear u say that today… well dad turned 50 years old yesterday and i watched him cry because u werent here to celebrate it with him actually to hear ur voice to say hap…py birthday “pops” as u use to call him lol but yeah him n mom have aged so much since u left this world and they say they worry about me everyday bc they dont want to bury another child that they thought id be the first one to go not you!!! and yeah no lie i really thought id go before u r anyone else but god always takes the good ones first… neways sorry i been rambling on but i miss and love you so much…. life is such a fight without you here bro u have no idea.. im sure i speak for me [our brother, sister-in-law] mom dad and the rest of our family when i say that.. life isnt and will never be the same without you bro… hugs and kisses from me n the boys tman is really lost without his”faget”lol his uncle todd we love you bro.. until we meet again continue to watch over us and protect us todd! u r our guardian angel!!!! I LOVE YOU LIL TODD!!! tman and easton r gettn so freakn big todd,but as i know u r looking down and can see us all ! neways enough im going to bed now but had to talk to u before i closed my eyes! its like a emptiness inside of me now that ur gone becasue at anytime i could call u and nomatter wat ud be there to listen… love n miss u so much!
February 13 at 4:16pm
BeBe,my heart aches to feel just 1 more of your bear hugs,hear your voice and see your smileing face,I miss you and love you,for all Eternity son
February 15 at 11:35am
Son this world is so empty without you here,we miss you soo..but we love you and think of you every second of EACH DAY,ALWAYS.REMEMBERED FOR ETERNITY…
February 18 at 7:55pm
Son your momma misses you and loves you so much,need to hear ya words courage son and feel a million of your bear hugs too,LOVE AND MISS YOU FOREVER,BUT I WILL SEE THAT YOU ARE REMEMBERED FOR ALL ETERNITY LIL TODD,WE LOVE YOU SON ALWAYS
February 20 at 10:44pm
Son ya goin to be on MTV @10 pm Tuesday,just a preview,but ya did it,wish you were here,we all miss you so much.LOVE YOU SON ALWAYS
February 26 at 1:58pm
Daddy and Momma miss and love you so much,it never stops hurtin that you were taken from us,you shouldnt be gone,we feel like they all planned this,cause you didnt want to go,you went out of love for her&she doesnt seem to care @ you,YOUR SON HAS YA SMILE
February 28 at 10:12am
Mommas lil munckin #3,you are MTV STAR AS YOU WANTED TO BE,YA ALWAYS A STAR TO ME,SPREAD YA GOLDEN WINGS WIDE AND FLY HIGH SON,WATCH OVER US ALL,WE LOVE YOU AND WE WILL FOREVER MISS YOU,CANT WAIT TO FEEL YA BEAR HUGS AND SEE THAT SMILE ON YA FACE SON
