Ten days ago, Courtney Stodden revealed that she had lost her baby due to a miscarriage, and at the time her rep said that she and husband Doug were at a loss for words. Since that time, Courtney has found at least some words to express her grief, and she shared them on social media late Wednesday night along with the message: “❤️my heart is broken but I love you angel.”
Here is the message shared by Courtney:
My precious Angel,
I never had a chance to hold your tiny hand
Never will I get to kiss your little warm feet
Never will I have the fortune to look into your precious eyes
I wonder what color they would have been?
Probably blue like mine — like your daddy’s, too
I’ll never get over the painful fact that I won’t be able to cradle you in my arms
I’ll never be able to rest my cheek on yours and tell you how much I love you
I’ll never get over this… losing you. I hope you know how much I miss you growing inside of my tummy. I hope that you know I wanted to give you life… a beautiful life – and desired so much to watch you grow into an incredible human being.
I know that you’re my guardian angel. You’ll forever look over me. My tears may never stop falling like drops of rain whenever I think of losing you but I pray to God that you know how much I love you.
Hours before posting the message, Courtney tweeted, “Having a hard day #sad.” At just about the same time, Courtney shared this text graphic on Instagram:
Prior to Wednesday, Courtney shared other concerning posts, more than one of which included photos of what appeared to be Champagne or Prosecco. Here’s an example:
As we’ve expressed numerous times before, we are fans of Courtney, and our thoughts are certainly with her and Doug. We hope she is able to find comfort in things other than alcohol, and that she is able to find joy in her life again. Hang in there Courtney — it will happen!